Peka

Hari ini, saya menyesalkan diri saya yang begitu peka, begitu peka lalu membuat skenario-skenario aneh dalam pikiran, memberi gelisah dalam hati.

Inilah cara saya menyakiti diri saya sendiri. Astaga, ini hanya dalam pikiranku atau memang rasa percaya ini yang perlahan memudar.

another new year's eve

halo, blog. kangen. my biggest weakness is i cant let go the past, i love to do throwing-back. and it is the key of nggak-bisa-move-on kinda thing.

btw, opening nya udah nggak jelas banget ya......................

ini ceritanya malem terakhir di 2014. nggak tau deh lagi ngerasa kenapa ini perasaannya kenapa ada yang bisa jelasin? it is just, i feel lonely. kalo ga sibuk baru berasa deh "dinda yang dulu" nya hahaha

well, no, alhamdulillah ada Allah yang selalu nemenin :) semoga 2015 lebih baik daripada 2014 :)

bismillah.

/lalu 2014 ditutup dengan postingan ga jelas ini/

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YaAllah, bila kelak ia jodohku, dekatkanlah ia pada-Mu dahulu, baru padaku. Sebab aku ingin, bersamanya juga dapat membuatku lebih dekat lagi dengan-Mu.

A?

Malam ini rintik rindu sudah bukan lagi rintik
Rintik nya banyak
Jadi deras

The Rain Brings You Home

With eyes gazing unto the vast city

Her soul dances through the streets

Believing love brings no calamity

A beauteous paradise, she meets

Sound of footsteps echoed to the sky

The entire world was ready to cry

Nobody thought she wasn't alone

Thus, the rain brings her home

Clouds are starting to struggle wildly

When she reaches her hands into a raindrop

Every pair of eyes watched silently

Any heart wouldn't dare to interlope

She is the calm before the storm

She is peace within a life form

She was there when the lands reform

Because rain brings her home

Terima kasih, Awan Berhuruf. It means a lot to me, even though I was the one who asked you to make it, I didn't expect you would dive me this deep. And I dive this deep. #apasih :')

And one more thing, you're gonna be a successful writer, and I'm gonna be your very first fan, my brother from another mother.

Escape

"You're always talking about escaping, aren't you?

Always thinking about it.

Always dreaming about it."

Halo..

Yang terjauh,

di

tempat

"Does it bother you that we barely ever talk? Or is it just me?"

Disini,

yang mungkin dilupa, yang mungkin sedang rindu juga

#hehe